Click.

I came home from the movies today and found Mom taking apart her bed frame to take it down to Cassandra's house and boxes to start packing. For some reason, that is what trigged this realization in my mind of all the changes that are happening in my life right now. Moving to Jersey, Mom moving to Cassandra's, not having my friends there, not having Alegra there. All of this just clicked. Obviously I know all of this is happening, but it's still seems so far off, still seems like talk. Seeing it physically start made it so real, so official.

38 days away from leaving, I don't really know what exactly these emotions I am feeling. There is so much happiness and sadness, excitement and anxiety, nervousness and fear covered with the thrill of the adventure. Its like all these emotions cancel each other out and I am numb.

I found another feather yesterday, it's as if God was assuring me again that this is all just part of the process and things are going exactly according to His plan for me. I trust Him, LIFE is good.