Readjusting to say goodbye.

These past couple of weeks back home, since LIFE camp have been challenging for me. Like the title says, I feel like I am readjusting to a routine, to then turn around and say goodbye.

I move to NJ in exactly 7 weeks. There are a lot of things running through my mind. I get sad, but then really excited. It doesn't matter what type of mood I am in, my heart is somewhere else. It's with the times and the people that I shared 16 days with. I miss that so much, I miss them so much. It's a place and a feeling that I just can't seem to get anywhere else, such happiness and comfort. In conversation with a great friend, that happened to be feeling similar, told me this: "The reason you felt most alive and you felt safe is because you were loved unconditionally and you loved in return."

Not saying that the family and friends that I have here at home don't love me, or that I don't love them. It's just something that I can't really explain. It's a bond that goes beyond the fields and beyond the dam road. I pray that Cape May will bring me such feelings.